is it just me or?

Is it just me or do other moms have a forgetful mind? I can be the most forgetful person. Not like leave me child in a car forgetful, but leave a load of clothes in the washing machine for 2 days and rewash them cause they smell weird. Or forget to start the dishwasher for last nights dinner. is it just me or do some moms just want to hide in the bathroom with a good cold drink and be selfish for 5 minutes? But you cant because you have a toddle knocking on the door “mommy I have to pee!” today was one of my days. i woke up in a great mood i was ready to clean the house and then i thought of buying school clothes for 3 of my kids and getting my car information transferred to this state since we just moved here. I feel like it crept up on me and before i was in this relationship i’m in now i was so used to doing everything on my own i was so independent and now i have my fiance paying for everything. A big part of me doesn’t like it but if i’m going to be a stay at home mom/wife then i have to get used to a man supporting me and my kids. is it just me or are other women like that? You’ve been independent for so long and then out of nowhere you have someone there to financially support you and your kids…. Its still hard for me at times. I see something i want or see something I want to get my kids and remember “oh I don’t have this” or “I don’t have that” or i’m asking my fiance what our money looks like this week. Even though he gives me the okay to do it I still feel bad for doing it. I HATE spending his money. Maybe its an insecurity i have from past relationships. I know I shouldn’t let that effect my current relationship. is it just me or am i overthinking? Is it just me or am I overreacting? this is another place i’m forgetful and i’m trying to adjust to a new life still. all in all i forget a lot of things. weather its part of my relationship not just with my fiance but with God also. i forget to pray on a daily or read his word, and i’m also forgetful when it comes to being a mom. ill sit down and forget who asked me for juice 5 minutes ago. is it just me or are other women just like me?